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Saturday, February 19, 2011

Just Chatting!!


As you guys know, I am totally addicted to facebook. All day I keep on making new friends, and as usual a few days back, I added one more friend, Kesha Chakraborty. At first she was just an idle name in the fiend list, then I stated liking her status, she stated commenting on mine, and we became fiends…. And trust me; in facebook even a mere conversation is enough for me to befriend someone.

So one fine day were as usual talking, better say quarreling about rubbish things when she said me to check her status.
I did what she said.

It showed
Having a gr8 relief 1ce agn… da Bitch s bck… x)
I commented on it – You are the biggest bitch.

She didn’t comment back. Instead she sent something in my chat box. I checked it.
Kesha-You won’t understand, I can’t tolerate. Finally he said he wants to be my ‘Just Friend’
          Ha Ha…after so much drama, just friend? Disgusting
Me- Give it a damn. Btw is it Debapriyo?
Kesha- No no…I accepted Debapriyo because he persuaded a lot…
Me- That’s not good, loving someone else and committed with someone else??
Kesha- If a boy can do this to me then why can’t I Sameer?
            I hate male sex…
Me- If I follow your logic, then after what happened to me I should hate female sex, but I don’t because I believe exceptions are always there!!!
Kesha- You should hate female sex unless you find that real girl who comes and breaks it…
Me- I have found my real girl, though she is yet to find me…
Kesha- You’ll be hurt again this way…
Me- Doesn’t matter to me, I am used to it. Six months ago I was so happy, money, girls, party, masti…total life. But since then things have changed drastically…
Kesha- Now you tell me, which life was better?
            Wasting time behind her or having fun with money and girls?
           Who’s the loser?
Me- But whenever I go around with other girls, I feel guilty…I love her so much…
Kesha- You love her?
Me- Madly…
Kesha- Does she love you?
Me- I don’t know…She say’s she wants to stay single…I guess she doesn’t…
Kesha- She doesn’t, trust me…we give this answer to avoid men…
Me- I know she doesn’t
       But my question is ‘WHY?’
       What’s the bloody fucking problem with me?
Kesha- She may love someone else the same way you love her…
            Why do you men have the habit of thinking things about yourself only?
           She has her own reasons to leave you…
Me- She doesn’t love anyone, she said me…
       Just because I am a Bengali and she is a Marwadi…she can’t get committed…
Kesha- Awesome reason, she doesn’t live in dreams like you; she knows she can’t marry you… so why will she keep the relationship? Just to have sex? People will laugh at you, forget her. Move ahead, the other girls are waiting…
Me- I never said I won’t marry her…
Kesha- Trust me, but no none will accept it, neither your parents, nor her parents, anyway you can’t force her!
Me-Tell me one thing…can you ever forget him? Be honest…
Kesha- I have to, because he doesn’t love me…see, I definitely can’t forget him but I can’t stop living life for him…
Me- You’ll waste your life…
Kesha- He has wasted my life, now I’ll do the same with every guy…
            And I believe one day he’ll come back…
Me- That’s what keeps me going…
Kesha- Let us go to Haridwar and meditate may be they will return…listening our prayers! :-)
Me- I’ve a better option. Let’s get famous, and once we get famous they’ll be back…
Kesha- Hey, that’s a good idea, but how?
Me- That’s why I am writing blog!
Kesha- Good next time, take me with you too!!

It ended there. It ended on a sweet and humorous note, but contained some serious things to think about.
How can some one hate the opposite sex so much?
How can I love her so much?
Was Kesha right?
Am I really being a loser?
Is she taking the right decision by getting committed to someone she doesn’t love?
 Yes, I need to find the answers to these questions, but I don’t know how! Probably Kesha was right, I mean at least she is a lot matured than I thought, but then it’s just impossible for me to go around with some other girl. I am in a mess and only one girl can pull me out, please Nidhi please!!

6 comments:

  1. C loves u...bt the prob is c doesnt knws it herslf!!

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  2. I liked dat line,"its not gd,loving sm1 else and getting comitd with sm1 else"

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  3. well.........wat 2 say........kesha is rit

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